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THIS BLOG IS DEDICATED TO MY BELOVED HUBBY,
MY PRECIOUS SON(FIKRI HAKIM), MY BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER(NADYA HANIM) AND TO WHOM THAT KNOWS ME(I MEAN MY FRENDS IF YOU ARE NOT, THEN READ IT AT YOUR OWN RISKS)...
ALL CHARACTERS ARE TRUE AND ANY RELATIONS TO THOSE DEAD/ALIVE IS NON OF MY BLOODY BUSINESS COZ THIS IS MY DAMN BLOG!!!
READ IT IF U LIKE AND GET LOST IF U DON'T(NOT FOR THOSE WHO ARE OVERLY SENSITIVE)
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
9:28:00 PM
Me, blogging at my laptop......
My students creative art work.
I just got back from work...actually me, hubby and Kim-Kim went to Lot 1 CCK for dinner. We had our dinner at the "Let's Eat" place. My hubby tried the claypot chicken rice while i tried the seafood egg crispy noodle(btw Kim-Kim also have his own food, his favourite porridge cooked by his favourite 2nd mother{mama})....it was okay, not that fantastic. Then we went to Popular bookstore and get a whiteboard, so that if i have anything to tell my hubby, i can write it there....
Work was ok...Kak Shida is on leave for today and tomorrow so Jass took over her. I like working with Jass, we can click so well coz she is also like me...we like to joke a lot and the rest of the teachers can't stand our jokes but they are glad that we are around coz we always never fail to brighten their day with our stupid comments on things.
Jass and I have the same taste in clothings and accessories, thats why we got along very well....Anyway today i can take a break from looking after Kim-Kim, coz my hubby is home so takes care of everything(if he doesn't i can always play with his guilty conscience)
I alsmost forget, one of my good frend, Mas, already gave birth to her 2nd child(boy) today...so happy for her(congrats Mas). If not i will be going to see her at SGH with my good frend, Nana, but according to Nana, Mas prefer us to visit her at home....so maybe another day then we will go and visit her lah....
Monday, March 27, 2006
9:29:00 PM
Doing this blogging thing really takes up a lot of your time......anyway it is already 9.29pm and i am still doing this blog, my son is already asleep. He's feeling a little feverish and i hope he sleeps throughout the nite....I'm feeling kind of tired and maybe after this might go straight to bed. I don't waste my time watching the T.V like i used to anymore. I actually thought of changing my blog skin but that will take awhile coz i have to choose the skin first(i'm very fussy and meticulous when doing this). Maybe when i'm free then i can change my blog skin(when the hell is that!!!)
This is Daddy & Kim-kim
This is Mommy
This is my son, Kim-Kim
Hahaha....this is a pic of me wif my uncle. Honestly, i don't know how old am i at that time. Many ppl at that time thought i look like a chinese baby. I think my son now follow my good looks....somehow my mom-in-law insists that he look like my hubby when he was a baby(???)but nobody so far have the same opinion with her....
Anyway, i do have natural curls which i hated so much, tat is why i spend a few hundreds of dollars to get it straighten(the price u pay for vanity)
Right now i'm at school typing my blog.....my students are having their tea-break and i don't feel like doing my work yet. Last Saturday i did not get to go to Robinson to shop but my hubby brought me to Causeway Pt to make it up....he let me buy some clothes coz i kept nagging that i don't have enough clothes to wear....hahahaha...always make him feel guilty, thats the trick...anyway if he wants his wife to look pretty he should sacrifice a lil' bit. I mean if we were to go out and his frends were to see us, surely they will compare me and their wife...I am very meticulous when it comes to dressing up....i know what suits me and what doesn't. I know that my hubby is proud of me coz even his brother's future wife is just another 'Plain Jane' and boring.
At least i'm not a 'plain Jane' and oso not as outrageously dressed like his mother....hahaha...thats why people say if you don't get to do it when you are young, you tend to over do it when you are old.....Don't get me wrong, i luv my mom-in-law but i just don't get her fashion sense(she always over do it). Anyway got to go coz my class tea-break is almost up.
Adios............
Saturday, March 25, 2006
4:27:00 PM
Today i feel really sick...i'm actually have a terrible flu since yesterday. Anyway i got promoted and oso a pay raise. I feel so happy coz all my hard work had paid off...Yesterday night i went to my in-laws place. My son start crying once we step into the house. He is actually not use to seeing my mom-in-law so he got scared and cried. He don't recognize her coz she seldom come and visit him. My hubby is trying very hard to make his son get close to his mother but unfortunately my son doesn't want to...hahaha...this is not my fault. Luckily my mom looks after my son and he is more close to her and my nieces and nephew. So when he go to my sis place he is more comfortable there.
I actually want to go to Raffles City Robinson, to look for some clothes for work....and oso maybe clothes for my son. But my flu is making me lazy to get out of the house and oso the weather looks like its going to rain.
Sunday, March 19, 2006
8:50:00 PM
Tomorrow skool starts....time really past so fast. I have not completed my lesson plan yet. One week is just enough for me to complete my teaching materials. Its definitely not easy to do things if u have a 6 months old baby to take care by yourself....Sometimes i feel guilty by letting my baby play by himself while i do my work.....to me holidays are the only time he can spend with his mummy without being passed around. So tomorrow he will spend 9 hours with his grandmother and only 4 hours with his mummy before going to sleep. I hope that no matter what he knows that his mummy loves him a lot and have no choice but to work in order to give him a good life.
Saturday, March 18, 2006
11:42:00 PM
This date, 6 years ago we decided to start a life of our own....and now we already did and we also have a new addition to the life that we created...our precious son, Firi Hakim. I really can't believe that i actually can commit myself to just one person for 6 bloody years. I really hope i can keep it going.....
Last week we went to the Singapore Expo for the BabyCare Fest...it was fun but the whole place was packed with babies and their strollers....i took this picture of my hubby and son..i think they really look cute together. My son really luvs his daddy, he would get excited whenever he sees my hubby...btw, my hubby changed his looks just this year...he rebonded his hair and to me personally, i like his old look, that is why i marry him. I'm trying to get use to his new look(which is very difficult). He look more handsome last time, now he just look like those 'pretty' man.hahahaha.....
Tomorrow will be my 29 b'day...wow!!! one more year, i'll be 30!!! Nevermind...don't freak out coz those are just numbers and as long as i look young ppl won't know. My hubby is so sweet, he gave me a b'day cum anniversary card(btw its my 6th years wedding anniversary too). My hubby and i dated for 4 years, then married for 6 years so total years we known each other 10 years....As u get older b'days are just like another normal days, nothing special. When u are young, u'll look forward to celebrating it with ur frends and u are happy coz u are older and more mature than ur frends....it means u are old enough to date, go clubbing and so on....but now u dread it coz it means that u are much older than everyone else.....
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
10:05:00 PM
Kim_Kim when he was just born. 
Hahaha....i found my old photos....This is me and my hubby when we were young, i think i'm around 18 years old. Wow!!! That was like 11 years back....
Mummy, Daddy, Kim-Kim and his favourite cousin Abang Asyraf @ the Bird Park.
Another one of his favourite cousin, Kakak Fatin.
Kim-Kim with his favourite cousins, Abang Asyraf and Kakak Siti.
Kim_Kim with his first Levi's T-shirt and jeans...Doesn't he look cute and adorable...
Today i really kept myself busy @ home....did all the housework.....cleaning the fridge, kitchen and the living room. I have been neglecting my housework ever since Kim-Kim is born.....and also i've been busy with work and all. Feels nice to have a clean home and my hubby is really pleased with my cleaning. He really like it when i started cleaning the house coz i can make the place really spotless, he always say that i'm a perfectionist.... Maybe he is right coz when i put my mind in doing something i will make sure that i give my 100% to the tasks. If not then i don't do it at all.
At around 5pm we went to Causeway Point, my husband just wants to bring Kim-Kim out so that he don't feel bored staying at home all day. We went to buy new clothes for Kim-Kim for him to wear at home.....i luv to shop for Kim-Kim and it total up to $50.65!! All those clothes is only for him to wear at home.....my husband didn't know about it and he would freak out if he did....he always says that i always buy the cute clothes for Kim-Kim, well i can't help it coz i want my son to look cute and presentable....when strangers commented that Kim-Kim look very cute and stylish, my husband will be so proud that he will be grinning from ear to ear...but when it comes to buying clothes he will be so calculative and normally i would buy it first then i will tell him the price and he would nag and nag but deep down i know he is proud of his cute little son and he is glad that he married a woman who knows how to dress up his son.
Kim-Kim is reading his first book on Transportations...
Monday, March 13, 2006
10:00:00 PM
Mummy and Kim-Kim at the Jurong East swimming pool.
This is my third blog....the other two was a complete failure. Lets just say that i was too busy to update my blogs and after a while it just died off.....i hope this blog will be different. I will try to update it as often as i can.
Today is the beginning of the school holiday, the first term already ended(finally!!). Now i got to spend my time with my precious son, Kim-Kim. I just can't believe that i finally got a son after 5 long years of waiting. My hubby is the most happy man on earth when he found out that i was pregnant. We already gave up hope after waiting for 5 years and finally it was a miracle when i found out that i was pregnant.....So for those who only been married for 2-3years, don't panic coz miracle really works in mysterious ways.
At six months, Kim-Kim was a really vibrant and cheerful baby....always demanding attention form either me or his daddy.
Me and my glittering stars.....
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