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March 2006
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Saturday, April 22, 2006
1:06:00 PM

These few days have been a hectic days for me....first, last Wednesday i took half day off to send my son or his check-up at KKH then after that we went to Pasir Ris for the chalet that my hubby had booked. We did not spend the night there but just to feel how its like going to the chalet with Fikri. He really enjoy himself there.....second, i went to work as normal on Thursday but after that have to send my niece to school coz my sis send my mom for her check-up at NUH, my son is at home with my hubby. Later that day my sis sms to me that my mom have to be admitted in hospital for 5 days, we were all shocked to hear the news, even my hubby oso shocked but his main concern is who is going to look after Fikri..he said he finally realize how important my mom is in our lives...that nite we went to the hospital to visit my mom....she was happy to see us. Fahmy told his mom abt what happened but his mom does not show a little bit of concern about the matter, or at least if she doesn't carre abt my mom at least show concern abt her one and only grandson...my husband was utterly disappointed....Yesterday Fahmy called his mom again to tell her abt the situations again and we found out actually she is sour abt my son being close to my side....hahahaha...WAT A JOKE!!!A GRANDMOTHER actually says that my son don't like her so she don't want to look afte him( MY SON IS ONLY 7 MONTHS OLD!!! FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!!) He knows nothing abt who he likes and who he don't like and if you spend more time with him and he is familiar with you of coz he would be close to you but if you don't care then too bad lah and don't complain!!!...
Well the one who should be sour abt these things is my mom... coz for the past 6 years i've been married to Fahmy, i have actually neglect my family....Mother's Day-For the past 6 years i have been spending it with Fahmy's family and only once with my family but then oso after spending it with them....Hari Raya- Every bloody years the first day of Hari Raya i have been going out with Fahmy's family and going to their family side....never with my family...Their birthdays- NEver fail me and Fahmy would organize to eat out and celebrate it for them, but my family side NEVER!!!!!
But all those sacrifice is NEVER enough for his family.
So who should be sour abt the whole thing??!! But my family never once complain abt the whole situations....

.MY COMPLICATED WORLD.

Saturday, April 15, 2006
2:00:00 PM

Why do i have to associate myself with people who are overly sensitive...people who can't take remarks or other people's opinion as part and parcel of life...I mean i myself get nasty remarks from people who i know and luv; such as, i'm arrogant, i haf a stuck up face and many more, but i don't take it personally as i know that its part and parcel of life!!! Coz this world is not perfect and people haf the right to their own opinion and i can't stop them.....
I am a very direct and straight forward person....i just say whats in my mind and to me its better than those people who pretend to be nice but talk back behind you.....if i don't like someone, i would not waste my time being nice or talk to the person...i would not even want to see the person...
My husband is opposite..he is very gentle in his words and he don't like to hurt people's feelings...especially his family and of course mine....i haf put him in difficult situations many times bcoz of my straight forwardness....I guess enough is enough lah...i don't want him to be in difficult situations anymore so i shall get the hell out of his life so his family or future family member can be happy....i don't expect people to change and i definitely don't change for people, what i expect is for people to understand me and my character.
I'm this way for a reason...i don't haf a "perfect" family life....i haf to be independent since i was 16 years old....living alone in Boon Lay coz my dad is working and only comes home in the weekends and my mom is at my sis place at Choa Chu Kang looking after my nieces and nephew...so i would come back to an empty home and buy or cook my own meals....so life to me is not a bed of roses and i can't afford to be overly sensitive about things and definitely not "manja"....
Those who knows me well will know that i am actually very harmless and if u are nice to me then i will be nice to u but if u give me shit then u will get shit back in your face!!!!

.MY COMPLICATED WORLD.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006
12:53:00 PM

This is what i always like to say to my hubby...hahahaha....

.MY COMPLICATED WORLD.

Now at work, just came back from lunch....went to my sis place for lunch. At least now i would save on my lunch money for Monday and Tuesday...The other days i would lunch out with my frend Jass to catch up on the latest gossips....I hope later in the afternoon, it would rain so that my husband have to come all the way here to fetch me and my son....(serves him right!!) HOw dare he wrote about my behaviour in his blog!!! How the hell does he expect me to look up to him and respect him if he behaves so childish....arghhh....sometimes i wish something would just drop on his head and knock some sense in his non-sense mind.

.MY COMPLICATED WORLD.

Monday, April 03, 2006
8:21:00 PM

Just came back from work and already put my son to bed....what a tiring day. I had to go to work yesterday, YES!!! On a Sunday!!! People get to sleep in late while i have to wake up early with my son and go to Yew Tee, send my son to his grandma's place and then i go to work at ard 8.30am....Came back at ard 11.30am. Stay at my sis place until ard 3.00pm then went to meet my frend Nana...We went to visit Mas and her new baby boy then we had our dinner at Jurong Point.
I reach home at ard 8.00pm....my hubby played with my son for a little while then he went to work.... After putting my son to bed, i also went to bed....

.MY COMPLICATED WORLD.

Saturday, April 01, 2006
10:26:00 AM

ME and my frend Jass always sit at the teacher's table together and we would sometimes browse through magazines....well teachers also human and at times we would not feel like teaching so we would let our children play their learning corners or do drawing then we would sit and chit-chat....

.MY COMPLICATED WORLD.

This is actually what i will be doing at my school computer when i have the free time....my vp didn't know about it coz i'll always clear the history after doing it....

.MY COMPLICATED WORLD.

The day was Friday, and i was at work trying to look busy at the computer while my students did their writing which i decided to give to keep them busy....i always do that so that they would not disturb me....and my reasons for giving them would always be "writing is good for them" hahahaha what kind of teacher am i?? anyway i luv my students coz they are very well behave and would always listen to me....

.MY COMPLICATED WORLD.