tiredness-* [blogskin by Shila Sudin
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THIS BLOG IS DEDICATED TO MY BELOVED HUBBY,
MY PRECIOUS SON(FIKRI HAKIM), MY BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER(NADYA HANIM) AND TO WHOM THAT KNOWS ME(I MEAN MY FRENDS IF YOU ARE NOT, THEN READ IT AT YOUR OWN RISKS)...
ALL CHARACTERS ARE TRUE AND ANY RELATIONS TO THOSE DEAD/ALIVE IS NON OF MY BLOODY BUSINESS COZ THIS IS MY DAMN BLOG!!!
READ IT IF U LIKE AND GET LOST IF U DON'T(NOT FOR THOSE WHO ARE OVERLY SENSITIVE)
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Saturday, April 15, 2006
2:00:00 PM
Why do i have to associate myself with people who are overly sensitive...people who can't take remarks or other people's opinion as part and parcel of life...I mean i myself get nasty remarks from people who i know and luv; such as, i'm arrogant, i haf a stuck up face and many more, but i don't take it personally as i know that its part and parcel of life!!! Coz this world is not perfect and people haf the right to their own opinion and i can't stop them.....
I am a very direct and straight forward person....i just say whats in my mind and to me its better than those people who pretend to be nice but talk back behind you.....if i don't like someone, i would not waste my time being nice or talk to the person...i would not even want to see the person...
My husband is opposite..he is very gentle in his words and he don't like to hurt people's feelings...especially his family and of course mine....i haf put him in difficult situations many times bcoz of my straight forwardness....I guess enough is enough lah...i don't want him to be in difficult situations anymore so i shall get the hell out of his life so his family or future family member can be happy....i don't expect people to change and i definitely don't change for people, what i expect is for people to understand me and my character.
I'm this way for a reason...i don't haf a "perfect" family life....i haf to be independent since i was 16 years old....living alone in Boon Lay coz my dad is working and only comes home in the weekends and my mom is at my sis place at Choa Chu Kang looking after my nieces and nephew...so i would come back to an empty home and buy or cook my own meals....so life to me is not a bed of roses and i can't afford to be overly sensitive about things and definitely not "manja"....
Those who knows me well will know that i am actually very harmless and if u are nice to me then i will be nice to u but if u give me shit then u will get shit back in your face!!!!
~Fatin~
~Fahmy(hubby)~
hug me.
dont break me.
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Handle with care.
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Never return
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