tiredness-* [blogskin by Shila Sudin
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Monday, May 29, 2006
11:02:00 PM
Kim with his favourite grandma and he is very close with her coz he knows she will 'manja' him....he is her golden grandson and nobody can bully kim when his grandma is around....and he knows tat....
Kim with his favourite soft toy...Mr Tortoise
Now i'm on a month school break...tis is wat i luv about teaching, 'THE HOLIDAYS'. I would be so lucky as to get the whole month break..ya rite!! Back to work for me next week...planning and decorating....
This week i vow to devote my time to my precious son...this is the only time i can play and teach him stuffs...btw,he now luvs Hi-5 and Elmo....its hilarious if the Hi-5 advertisement is on..he would divert all his attention to the T.V...i can see that he is happy spending time with me...always wanting my full attention....he would follow me wherever i go in his walker...
I put my handphone on the silent mode coz i do not want anybody from work to disturb my rest time..and true enough i received 5 missed calls from my collegue and vp(can't they just live without me for one bloody week!!!)
Today, i finally got my energy back to do my housework...last week my energy was totally drained off, from work and having to bring my son to my sister's place every morning....
Anyway my good frend Nana invited me to her sister's wedding last Saturday but i did not go coz i'm really feeling very drained out and i feel kind of guilty for not going....(nana, if u are reading this I'M SO SO SORRY...)Anyway i'm just happy that both of them are finally legally married....all the best to them and their future...
Actually, i kind of missed my frends a lot....i missed spending time with them, just going out or hanging out at each others place....It seems that all of us are busy with our things...nana is busy with her job(lawyer pon kalah), marni with her freelance and wedding thingy, mas with the arrival of her second son, zai...well zai is always busy with 'something'(till now i don't know wat)....it seems like its difficult to be together-gether again like the old time....
Sunday, May 28, 2006
9:36:00 PM
Well i just tested positive for pregnancy....So i haf to go thru all over again the pregnancy process...haizzz....how did those people who got pregnant over and over again went thru it!!! I would haf been very happy if this happen 2 years later, but now!!!! The thrill is no more there....Frankly speaking i don't look forward to it coz i know another endless trip to the doctor for checkups, another round of backache, feeling of tiredness....being incapable of doing certain things, looking extremely huge, being heavy on the front side....and the lists goes on....(that is fyi during pregnancy ONLY!!! During delivery period... the contraction pain....if i don't want the contraction pain then i haf to endure the insertion of the epidural pain....( how the hell can we curl up in a C position when our tummy is big and in the way and oso how can we stay still if we are dealing with the bloody contraction pain!!!)No wonder "syurga di tapak kaki IBU" we suffer so much just to bring a life to this world but do we get appreciated?? Depends on your luck....and the Husbands..they saw u having difficulties but they want to haf more kids!!(wat, u guys enjoy seeing us in pain izzit!!! Is tis a revenge for us for nagging at u guys!!!)
Well no matter how i complain i still haf to go thru it but i make it a mark that this is the last time...I WANT TO STOP AT TWO!!!
Saturday, May 06, 2006
10:12:00 PM
Today is our General Elections Day....it is my first time voting for Sembawang GRC....its between PAP and SDP. Well they say voting is secret but to me there is no secret at all...i would definitely vote for PAP coz i am after all a PAP Young Member and oso i am working under PAP...
I don't understand those people who vote against PAP....PAP has done a lot for our community....i mean don't you like it that they gave us money to get our support?? i don't want to be a hypocrite...taking their money but go against them....I have a strong feeling that PAP is going to win in Sembawang GRC(no doubt about it).
Luckily Hong Kah GRC is a walkover...if not i would be very busy having to work extra hours in order to help out...well after all i am working under Mr Yeo's and i have met him personally a few times and honestly he is a nice man.
I think i better stop typing now and concentrate on the newa about the Elections....
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