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Sunday, May 28, 2006
9:36:00 PM

Well i just tested positive for pregnancy....So i haf to go thru all over again the pregnancy process...haizzz....how did those people who got pregnant over and over again went thru it!!! I would haf been very happy if this happen 2 years later, but now!!!! The thrill is no more there....Frankly speaking i don't look forward to it coz i know another endless trip to the doctor for checkups, another round of backache, feeling of tiredness....being incapable of doing certain things, looking extremely huge, being heavy on the front side....and the lists goes on....(that is fyi during pregnancy ONLY!!! During delivery period... the contraction pain....if i don't want the contraction pain then i haf to endure the insertion of the epidural pain....( how the hell can we curl up in a C position when our tummy is big and in the way and oso how can we stay still if we are dealing with the bloody contraction pain!!!)No wonder "syurga di tapak kaki IBU" we suffer so much just to bring a life to this world but do we get appreciated?? Depends on your luck....and the Husbands..they saw u having difficulties but they want to haf more kids!!(wat, u guys enjoy seeing us in pain izzit!!! Is tis a revenge for us for nagging at u guys!!!)
Well no matter how i complain i still haf to go thru it but i make it a mark that this is the last time...I WANT TO STOP AT TWO!!!

.MY COMPLICATED WORLD.